My baby girl turned FIVE this year. I am at a loss at how I thought I would feel or react. I am sad that she is five I feel like I have missed so much and done so little with her. I miss my teeny tiny baby girl that I held so closely and breathed in her baby scent. I miss those sweet first gurgles that melt your heart. I miss her quietness that wasn't quite cherished enough(lol). I love seeing her grow and change. This big girl has me in tears more times than not as I burst with love holding her. I thank god everyday for making this girl mine.
