A picture for the memory books...

I can't find or didn't take any photos of Owen and my grandma Lola. So I refused to let that happen with my other grandma and again I either can't find or didn't take any of him with her up to this point either I am thinking I just can't find them but I have looked everywhere. To fix this issue I have on her birthday last week we made an impromptu trip to see her and did just that took some photos. Of course Owen and Maggie were crabby and we were inside and it was on manual mode so I dind't have to mess with lighting but I got photos none the less.

sleepy boy

He was so tired he fell asleep in the swing poor little guy but if someone pushed me in a swing that I didn't have to hold onto I think I would fall asleep too!!

Unanswered Questions

I still have some many questions unanswered I doubt they will ever be answered but to put them out there maybe someday they will be…
Why did you leave me?
Why did I let them take you from me?
I know you were ready but I was not why did you have to go?
Why do I dream of you so often?
Are you trying to tell me something?
Did you know that day that we took you, you weren’t coming home?
Why did I stop at the store?
Or Come back to work to drop off a bid wasting my few precious hours left with you?
Why did I leave you that night?
Will I ever get the nerve to have my discussion with your doctor?
Why did I give you the contrast when I was second guessing it the entire time?
Would you still be here? Would you have made it to Owen’s 1st Birthday?
Should I have taken you sooner?
Why didn’t the office do a urine sample when we were there in January?
Would they have caught the UTI why didn’t I know you had pneumonia?
What went wrong and why couldn’t I fix it?
I doubt these will ever get answered but on her birthday today I think of her and wonder WHY.
My heart aches for you to come back.
I love you Grandma and miss you terribly Happy 1st Birthday in heaven.

As spoken by a 4 year old

while brushing her hair after her shower. " I am the beautiest girl waahaahaaha!"

Love Bug

Good light and a happy baby make for great photos he was such a ham on saturday you would have never known he was working on two more teeth. They have now broken through and as of today my baby has 7 teeth he as almost caught up to how many months old he is. EEKKK! Brian told him while we were on vacation that if he doesn't slow down his mommoy is going to want another baby. Goodness he is growing so fast I can barely remember when he was 8 lbs 9 oz although it didn't last very long that is for sure.

Honeydew

Owen had his first slice of honeydew at a resturant called The Frog Pond it is a fabulous place and we go there everytime we are in town. Delicious breakfast and you know how my husband is a breakfast freak. Owen liked it too as you can see.

found like this before

Maggie loves to give her brother zurberts, Brian has found her like this before but this time I found her so I decided to snap a photo.